sinking deeper. 
nothing can pull me out now
further than i’ve ever been 

lilac-moon:

I can’t wait to live with someone, a lover, so I can share my bed every night.
I want to sleep next to another human, feel their warmth, hear their slow breathing when I wake during the night, see their peaceful face,
And wake up in their embrace. 

oh how I long for that affection. 

(Source: a-pixie-on-acid)

Words to keep inside your pocket:

• Quiescent - a quiet, soft-spoken soul.
• Chimerical - merely imaginary; fanciful. 
• Susurrus - a whispering or rustling sound. 
• Raconteur - one who excels in story-telling. 
• Clinquant - glittering; tinsel-like. 
• Aubade - a song greeting the dawn. 
• Ephemeral - lasting a very short time. 
• Sempiternal - everlasting; eternal. 
• Euphonious - pleasing; sweet in sound. 
• Billet-doux - a love letter. 
• Redamancy - act of loving in return.

(via galllows)

i like to be alone but i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

i dont want to be lonely anymore

Im okay, just pretty hungover. How are you beautiful? Good choice! who are your favorite bands? xx

oh dear hangovers are shit haha I am absolutely wonderful! 
wow thats such a hard question, they change from day to day really, today i was listening to gypsy and the cat, they are an Australian duo/band and they are amazing! what/who do you listen to? x

Josh: (Norwegian) Jeg elsker deg

Frem til slutten av tid

Er du den mest fantastiske personen, er du snill, omsorgsfull og deilig.

og selv om vi aldri har møtt, og mest sannsynlig aldri vil. Du er fantastisk, aldri endre seg, jeg elsker deg

forresten, søte rosa arbeid uniform haha

(I love you
Until the end of time
Are you the most amazing person, you are kind, caring and lovely.
and although we have never met and probably never will. You are amazing, neverchange, I love you
By the way, cute pink work uniform haha)

Anon:tarni- friend or ? 

Me: I know you sent this Tarni
yes you’re my friend, I don’t like how every time I tried to talk to you you had a go at me for not making and effort with you when you don’t make one with me, that’s why I talk to you even less than I did, because I gave up trying. but you are still my friend, yes. 

Tarni: cool erin, i like how when i sign into my tumblr i get to see that you think i’d waste my time sending you stupid anon messages. i didnt not think that we were friends i just felt that you didnt have time for me anymore. i still love you all the same.

Me: well who else would ask that? the thing is i don’t make time anymore, because when i did, when i’d text you or those few attempts to have lunch dates i spent the whole time feeling like shit because every topic i would move the conversation onto you’d find a way to have a go at me for not talking to you more, when the thing is you NEVER talk to me first. 

I get mean when I’m like this
Josh: Iloveyou
Me: prove it.  
he was just being nice and i was a total bitch and now i dont know how to fix it :(